Scar will still be there

1 week past, but it still like a new scar in heart.
Went out as usual, he take me to school, we have lunch and dinner together, watch movies and etc.
Just like what we used to do.
Argue is useless, apologize actually able to bring a different result,
but, he just don't bother to say it. Even when he say it, he don't really mean it.
I’m getting bored with it. Don’t even feel like argue for my point.
He will never understand me… … Just keep the happiness in mind. =)

The scar will be there, but if you don’t keep looking at it, it won’t look ugly to you thou.

原來唯一能讓我有更新部落格的動力是這樣的，我有權選擇不要嗎？看回我們一起經過的點點 滴滴，說長不長，說短又不至於可以輕易的放下。一直以為，我們之間，只有我和他，很正確的一個形成方式，就只有我和他，卻發現，其實這形成方式錯的離譜， 我和他之間，還有一個她。一個他說不重要的人，卻在他心中佔了很大一部分。我呢？一個第三者。

你愛我，嗎？看穿了，你更愛她。我愛你，愛的很冷很痛。

Another lie revealed, this time with a different feeling.
A feeling of giving up. A feeling of being a 3rd party.
Am I really that strong?

Sense of Relieve

With the same nightmare over and over again since I knew the truth 2 years ago.

A boy and a girl dancing following the rhythm, on the dance floor.

The guy, with the face I know him so much, hug and kiss the girl gently, on the dance floor.

Short, yet detail dream. She’s not me.

“On the dance floor, On the dance floor, On the dance floor…”

How can I forget the scene when songs written nowadays keep on repeating the word “On the dance floor” over and over again!

Guhhhhhhhhhhh. Perhaps, dream of me, jumping off from the building, splash, and die…

would make me feel better. Relieve.

Friendship?

It supposed to be (It was) a happy birthday celebration for the sweetie pie,
however, my existent in this event seems kinda weird.
With my sincere smile, in return with a sincere relationship too?

他。生日

愚人的生日，無謂的策劃，無改變的爭吵，

甜甜的蛋糕，鹹鹹的淚

Alo Penang

Sweet escape to Georgetown for a deep breath of FREEDOM!