Another lie revealed, this time with a different feeling.
A feeling of giving up. A feeling of being a 3rd party.
Am I really that strong?

Sense of Relieve

With the same nightmare over and over again since I knew the truth 2 years ago.

A boy and a girl dancing following the rhythm, on the dance floor.

The guy, with the face I know him so much, hug and kiss the girl gently, on the dance floor.

Short, yet detail dream. She’s not me.

“On the dance floor, On the dance floor, On the dance floor…”

How can I forget the scene when songs written nowadays keep on repeating the word “On the dance floor” over and over again!

Guhhhhhhhhhhh. Perhaps, dream of me, jumping off from the building, splash, and die…

would make me feel better. Relieve.

Friendship?

It supposed to be (It was) a happy birthday celebration for the sweetie pie,
however, my existent in this event seems kinda weird.
With my sincere smile, in return with a sincere relationship too?

他。生日

愚人的生日，無謂的策劃，無改變的爭吵，

甜甜的蛋糕，鹹鹹的淚

Alo Penang

Sweet escape to Georgetown for a deep breath of FREEDOM!

Hi

Well, after a few weeks (or maybe months) not blogging,

I think I should really pay more concern on my blog.

During the blog-break time, I tried to private my blog, change Blog link, and even think of shifting to another blog,

But then, looking back at my current blog, I think I should just continue blogging on where I started.

So... ... I'm having holiday on November, which going to end soon a week plus after,

At the beginning of my holiday, I have started my internship at my bf sister's company.

During intern, I had my very frustrated and depress moment,

Basically my job scope couldn't run away from marketing,

(which if you know me well you should know it's the job I hated the most)

What I need to do is non stop calling beauty salon to ask their attendance on company's seminar,

I even did walk-in, that brought me alot of rejection because... ...

Of my young looking face. I guess. Not joking!

I'm not persuasive enough with my Sakai face.

Then, I choose to quit weeks after, but still I need to follow up customer.

So, now you know what I have been busy about.

Ofcourse, I have my another part time job- YES by YTL.

Will do another post on it. Lolz... ...

I know I end this post like very suddenly, at least I wrote right?

Wait for the next post la... ... Now is already 3am, and I'm not sleep yet!

Cheer

Participated in UCSI (mua Uni) dodge ball's cheer leading, which happened a month ago,
kinda miss that moment, busy rehearsal for new steps, scream for the team.
We Boom Boom Shake Shake, We tried Belly mixed Indian dance,
We celebrate birthday of member, and so and so... ...
lotsa experience gained, many of my first time gave.
Happy Happy Joy Joy, October passed just in a clip of eye.
Proud to be part of mua team - Devil's Duke, the champion of CDL 2010. =)

First 365 Days

Took this photo on our 1st Anniversary a month ago,
the cute Bf brought me to Genting to watch Dazzle.
I ♥ Circus. teeheee... ... ...