Whatever U Think it is

Accidentally saw someone who once very close to me,
once, past tense.
he was holding a girl's hand,
while I was holding my B's hand when I saw him.

This scene had lead me a lesson,
should say, it lends me a big hand in my mentally struggle.
Few years ago, I though that he will be the one who I'll be forever with.
I ain't naive! Cause I was once so serious falling in love with him.
nah... ... see what happened now,
people standing beside me is B now, not U.
Forever seems like a curse for every couple,
talk bout forever, okay,
the damn god gonna give U an ending with broken heart.
For my advice, do not talk about FOREVER that early as in my age now.

I was once so protective with my fragile love with him,
there's too many promises between us,
Why promise? and why empty promise.
Promise is for trust. We protect our love.
Empty promise? Because we fail in our relation.
No promise is because even U, yourself do not trust on you own.

Protective lead to a sad ending.
then what for I give out so much in Love?
what for being so tiring of all the emo stuff just to maintain Love.
I should change my persistent on him, I mean, B.
I'm too sensitive till I tried to own him as mine,
I love him, I do not wish to lost him

But I think I've did too much, too over... ...
over as in, over express? haha, what-so-ever.
I'll try to be tolerate with U,
I don't wish U to change,
I rather I'm the one who change for U.
In every aspect,
club, friends, gaming, ps, pc, etc.
I'll try to get in to your shoe and think in your way.


Easy saying, I'll try to be nice to U,
we should have a happy relationship. =)

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BESIDES,

i was wondering why some of them just wish to be in relationship so much?
changing their ideal partner almost everyday.
Is it very fun to involve in Love Game?
"Saying ILY, YLM simply to everyone, kissing just for having fun."
wtf!

I know U are in single, so?
So what? Disgusting!
This kind of people deserve their sin!
I'm not cursing!
If U really wish to have someone who really appreciate U,
U've to learn how to appreciate first!

Stop the Love game cycle.
U shouldn't be proud of that,
I'm bored of it and sympathy for U!
Proud to be a play girl or play boy? Nah!



No offense
I'm not emo! Just so piss off!